Thursday, September 26, 2013

Farewell



“It’s done.”

“He’s gone.”

As I lay on the operating table, these are the words that I hear. First the doctor. Then Brian leans in and whispers to me the fate of our smallest son. He wipes away the tears from my eyes and from around my oxygen mask. 

The other heart beats are strong. Our two other boys look fine. Our doctor saved them.

Relief and grief.  

I had four hearts in me. One is now silent. 

The fourth one weeps without ceasing.

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