Saturday, September 21, 2013

Week 23- A difficult choice



We have been going to the doctor twice a week in Boise to have fluids, Doppler, and heart rates monitored for our babies, but especially for the twins. We track growth on all three every two weeks and growth on our littlest baby, Heston, once a week.

We do all of this on the advice of our specialist in Seattle. We have had no further issues with TTTS, but the growth restriction (IUGR) for our smallest little guy has been our primary concern. Because of the intimate connection that Mono-Di twins share, what happens to one baby affects the other. If Heston stops growing and passes away, so could his twin. 

Over the last month or so, we have watched weight and Doppler carefully. Heston is growing, but is in the 3% percentile. His cord Doppler shifted about 3 weeks ago to persistent reverse flow. This means that the blood is flowing backwards toward his heart in between beats. The placental pressure is too much for his heart to push against. This week we noticed his heart was enlarged and there was pericardial effusion (fluid around the heart). There was so much fluid, I could see it right away.  His little heart is working so heart against all of these obstacles. While isolated pericardial effusion can be caused by a number of factors, I am carrying triplets, and Heston already has IUGR. Our doctors have confirmed that this is probably a sign of heart failure in our baby. 

We are going to Seattle again this week- this time to have surgery. We are going to separate the connection between our twins in the hopes that they both survive. There is a 10% risk of losing the whole pregnancy. 

Needless to say, we are devastated. We traveled this road before. While we feared the loss of our twins last time, it is almost certain we will lose Heston sometime in the next few days.

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